{"id":254,"date":"2013-05-06T22:33:00","date_gmt":"2013-05-06T22:33:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/s791098459.online.de"},"modified":"2013-05-06T22:33:00","modified_gmt":"2013-05-06T22:33:00","slug":"254-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/colorcrrush.com\/de\/254-2\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"

Hey my dear readers,<\/span><\/p>\n

I am so sorry for the lack of creative or any posts whatsoever. The interview for the scholarship didn’t work out and how I have to apply for 490234849 other programs in only two weeks and it is a shitload of paperwork. Just. So. Much. Paperwork.<\/p>\n

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The scholarship wasn’t really meant to be: They didn’t really look for people who already knew Japanese or studied Japanese Studies, they wanted experts on any other field who could connect this WITH Japanese. I still don’t know why exactly they invited me but I knew that wasn’t my place to be. Therefore, the interviews went terrible and I didn’t got in. That’s okay but since I had to prepare so much for the interviews I’m lacking behind now with everything. I have so much university, really bad times for working shifts and so much to do, I can’t even. I am highly unmotivated and when I have some time I lay around in bed pretending that I’m dead.<\/div>\n
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I am really concerned at the moment because I don’t know what the future holds for me. I don’t know if I’ll be able to continue to study or not, I don’t even know if I’ll continue to live in this city for the next two years or not. This uncertainty scares the hell out of me and leaves me in a really bad mood. Just that you know. I really hope I can come up with something cool and funny asap, but I think it might take a week or two to get everything sorted. Thank you for your patience and thank you so much for your encouraging comments! Always appreciate the love <3<\/div>\n
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Hope y’all have a happy week and hopefully talk to you all soon!<\/div>\n
Lots of love,<\/div>\n
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Sam<\/span><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Hey my dear readers, I am so sorry for the lack of creative or any posts whatsoever. The interview for the scholarship didn’t work out and how I have to apply for 490234849 other programs in only two weeks and it is a shitload of paperwork. Just. So. Much. Paperwork. The scholarship wasn’t really meant to be: They didn’t really look for people who already knew Japanese or studied Japanese Studies, they wanted experts on any other field who could connect this WITH Japanese. I still don’t know why exactly they invited me but I knew that wasn’t my place to be. Therefore, the interviews went terrible and I didn’t got in. That’s okay but since I had to prepare so much for the interviews I’m lacking behind now with everything. I have so much university, really bad times for working shifts and so much to do, I can’t even. I am highly unmotivated and when I have some time I lay around in bed pretending that I’m dead. I am really concerned at the moment because I don’t know what the future holds for me. I don’t know if I’ll be able to continue to study or not, I don’t even know if I’ll continue to live in this city for the next two years or not. This uncertainty scares the hell out of me and leaves me in a really bad mood. Just that you know. I really hope I can come up with something cool and funny asap, but I think it might take a week or two to get everything sorted. Thank you for your patience and thank you so much for your encouraging comments! Always appreciate the love <3 Hope y’all have a happy week and hopefully talk to you all soon! Lots of love, Sam<\/p>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-254","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"yoast_head":"\n• Colorcrrush<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/colorcrrush.com\/de\/254-2\/\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"de_DE\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"• Colorcrrush\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Hey my dear readers, I am so sorry for the lack of creative or any posts whatsoever. 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