{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Colorcrrush","provider_url":"https:\/\/colorcrrush.com\/de","author_name":"colorcrrush","author_url":"https:\/\/colorcrrush.com\/de\/author\/colorcrrush\/","title":"WHERE HAVE I BEEN..? &#8226; Colorcrrush","type":"rich","width":600,"height":338,"html":"<blockquote class=\"wp-embedded-content\" data-secret=\"QUTKTPUGfy\"><a href=\"https:\/\/colorcrrush.com\/de\/where-have-i-been\/\">WHERE HAVE I BEEN..?<\/a><\/blockquote><iframe sandbox=\"allow-scripts\" security=\"restricted\" src=\"https:\/\/colorcrrush.com\/de\/where-have-i-been\/embed\/#?secret=QUTKTPUGfy\" width=\"600\" height=\"338\" title=\"&#8222;WHERE HAVE I BEEN..?&#8220; &#8211; Colorcrrush\" data-secret=\"QUTKTPUGfy\" frameborder=\"0\" marginwidth=\"0\" marginheight=\"0\" scrolling=\"no\" class=\"wp-embedded-content\"><\/iframe><script type=\"text\/javascript\">\n\/* <![CDATA[ *\/\n\/*! 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Well, I&#8217;ve been on vacation but sadly there is a more dramatic reason why I didn&#8217;t blog the last days. When my friend and I started our vacation a week ago on Tuesday we had a lot of problems to be faced regarding our car. It almost broke down and we needed to get it fixed and it all took aaaaages. Somewhen in-between I started to get some backpain. Nothing serious, just, feeling uncomfy and stretching alot along the way. I didn&#8217;t think much of it so we continued the roadtrip after we fixed the car. When we stopped at McDonalds after two hours I was barely able to get out of the car. Yet, I didn&#8217;t think much of it and thought I was weary from the traveling and that it will be okay after a good night of rest. We drove about four hours to Bavaria and man, my back did hurt worse with every minute. But I thought maybe I just made a bad move and it will be okay in the very end. Well, as you may be already guessing: it did not. After leaving the car I got serious cramps in my back and it hurt like hell. I couldn&#8217;t move, I couldn&#8217;t sit, I couldn&#8217;t really do anything. We decided to call it a day and see what the next day might held for us. Needless to say I didn&#8217;t sleep because of the pain so we went to see the doctor who attested me a lumbago (also known as Hexenschuss in German) which would explain the cramps, but&#8230; somehow, I had a bad feeling. He gave me a painkiller injection but it didn&#8217;t help at all. We went there twice but it didn&#8217;t help &#8211; we even went to the hospital but they refused us saying they couldn&#8217;t do anything but give me more painkillers. It was awful. So basically, my friend and I were in Bavaria for five days, almost at home the whole time watching anime and playing Zelda via Wii. While that was nice I so wish we could have done something more&#8230; you know. LESS PAINFUL. After these five days I highly doubted that this was a mere lumbago and might just disappear after a while&#8230;. (I think I don&#8217;t need to point out the drive home &#8211; 37\u00b0C, traffic jam galore, and so much pain.) So I just tried to somehow survive Sunday and see an orthopaedic on Monday. So I did today and let me tell you &#8211; I still don&#8217;t know for sure what happened to me but it seems like there is something wrong with my spinal disk. Which is extremely painful. So I basically have cramps when I wanna sit or when I try to stand or when I try to walk&#8230; basically, all the time. I can barely walk nor sit and have cramps or pain all the time. I will start with physiotherapy tomorrow and also got a lot of painkillers from the doctor&#8230; it just hurts so so so bad. Even typing this (I have to sit) is really painful and I hope that you understand that I won&#8217;t be able to post for some time. I am really sad that this happened all of a sudden and even in my vacation time. I had to cancel a camping trip with my beloved girlfriends because I can&#8217;t even move \ud83d\ude41 I don&#8217;t know how long I won&#8217;t be able to post so please just don&#8217;t forget about me yet, it would be very much appreciated. Love, Sam"}